truth

the truth is... you have been more than my life all the while. which dumbass will cry just because u ignore him over a small matter? hahaha only me. so dont think that i have never treated u highly or important. because the truth is... u have been my everything all the time. whether to study hard or play hard or anything. my determination lies in you. i yearned to marry you. so i wanted to study hard get a good job and marry you. im not lying. thats why i hate it everything u talk bout us in the future and stuff. because i want to be the lucky man to get a pretty and loving wife too. but so what. hahaha. no use now. still, just telling you, so that u will know ur place in my heart.

theres just one thing you wont understand bout me... that is i cannot take it to know that a person i once loved is attached. because that means yes the person has moved on, but the most impt thing is, i am really just a chapter and a forgotten one already. i cannot resist the feeling of being forgotten, or being overtaken in a sense by others. sherilynn, she had a boyfriend after we break up. i knew we break up for 7 mths already. but it aches a lot to she her attached. worse still, u are even more dear to me... how do you think i will feel? hahaha.. time will reveal the answer i guess.

really time to sleep le. migraine aint a small issue. love for you is solid. but it takes two hands to clap. my hand has been up all the time. stil lwaiting to be clapped. good night. and bye bye