thoughts

so today you told me that you felt that the way i love you is different. i dont hold back the words that i feel in myself anymore. i dont think bout what i speak bout stuff that will hurt you. so i wondered. thinking bout the difference. yea its different now... and i rmb it was you who wish me to open myself to you more. and dont keep what i feel inside. u also dont like to see me emo-like mah. but now its like this, lol i dont know what to say... so yea, im gonna go back to the old me. eat down all the unhappy stuff. not gonna vomit them out. just the way i used to be :) but this time, with more optimism. i try my best to give u the personal space you wish to have. i really will. hahaha... but it feels weird to me. really. oh well, good night bah. you are really tired le...