Wednesday, July 25, 2012

reasons

i will blog all these, so that in the future when i read all these again, i will remember the pain and unhappiness that i have gone through because of my mistakes. and i will make sure i wont repeat the same mistakes again. not to emo.


and joey. i wont try to fake being happy. u wont like to see me faking happy. then why bother when people are saying im acting like some fucking retard emo like some shit? no one knows how i feel inside. it still hurts. it does. just not that much thats all. and how will i feel seeing you saying all those shy and affectionate things to him. how do i feel? good? damn good. so good i just wanna close my eyes and try forget what i saw. doesnt matter to you anyway. if give up is not a good word. tell me what is, move on? they have the same contextual meaning.

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