feelings

well, i tried already. and i think im changing quite well. at least for today im not anywhere feeling sad bout anything. treating everything with a smile. only thing is just the ankle. but im in no position to complain bout it cos i brought it to myself. hahaha stupid me. i only wish things between us can get better only... i really hardly post anything on twitter. please believe. alcohol is nothing one what. u know that. but i dont drink it already. friends thing yea maybe but its just happen that i saw it then i retweet lor. i really dont want to just be friends... hahaha. thats all i guess. take care of yourself :) same old words. but not gonna be different. i love you. perhaps the exootlab thing bout me is really true? hahaha

the thing is. even if i want to let you go bit by bit. it is never easy, especially for a person like me who has given my everything to you. i will still try my best... jy joey. try too. please... because no matter what... i still love you