monday, its a monday, the fresh start of a week and of course school. started off with pe. tot its gonna be fun, well, yea floorball is fun, enjoyed myself. but it always have to end off badly. i collided with a classmate, and he hit my right ankle. so right now its swollen again, and its twisted leftwards. i had to push it back out myself later. freaking pain, but can't blame anyone. hahaha.
so today i realized you unfollowed me on twitter. well... not that i can blame you or be unhappy bout anything. true i'm sad that this is happening. maybe you dont even want to see my name at all. maybe the sight of my name wil irritate you or make you sad or annoyed what so ever. its just sad on my part though. but what can be done? nothing. it's not within my control.
Loneliness sucks. Really sucks... After sch 215, i've got no company, no one to talk to and no one to interact with till 8. So ive been just rotting all this while. And unexpectedly. I thought of you. Loneliness sucks so much, i feel so terrible inside, i cried. I couldnt control it.
yea i miss you, a lot. and i still can't stop thinking bout you, and how you are doing. i tried to cry, but the tears no longer drop, not because i moved on, but because i'm numb.
good to see you smiling around in school, laughing about and stuff. life's pretty much better for you now eh? just be careful not to get stressed up. jiayou joey... no matter what i'm always behind you all the way
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