grateful

so god damn thankful and grateful you are willing to give another shot to this relationship. i really love you a lot. you may say that i am selfish cos if we fail i will be gone. but i know it myself. sherilynn is one and so are any other girls i like before. if we fail i really can never bring myself to look at them again, unless i lost feelings for her already. problem is i love you far too much i guess i will cry instead of smiling when i see you. lol. im different from that anders guy. i dont care what shit he does but i definitely am not the guy who will make threats, thats not me. but thats not the main point anyway

i really love you a lot and dont wish to lose you. i will try my best to change. be optimistic, be cheerful, and be a funny guy. try my best. really will. and i pray u will try ur best too my joey... sleep early for the night. its quite an emotional night. good night and sweet dreams girl. i love you. i do, really do. i cry is because i never wanna lose that part of me in u