foolishness

im sorry. i really am. when i appreciate what you did for me just now and i said some rubbish. what the fuck was i thinking... really... i dunno what to say now. one part im sorry, the other im heartbroken to see you say that on twitter. i dunno what to feel right now. i really dont. i just wish tmr can come fast so i can see you. i really needed to see you badly. im feeling much better with vincent already. and thankyou baby for that. if not cos of u i wouldnt have even the courage to go to him at all.

i dunno how u are feeling right now. i really dont. im sorry baby. i love you, please dont be mad at me anymore.  everyday i just hope u reach home safe and sound and tell me hey gary i reach home le. at least i will feel better this way. maybe you dont know how impt it is to me to know that you are back home safely. it gives me a peace in my mind ok dear is back home safe le. thats good. really...

commitment. baby. u already did, by meeting me when i needed you to, its already a great commitment. today especially. i missed you so, and that i needed comfort as well. u were there for me, no words can express the feeling i have yknow... those happiness i have, i felt real happy today morning. really. though a lot of dumb stuffs happened to me... lol... its ok if u dont wish to commit the way u think what commitment is, but u already did in my opinion. really...

please forgive me baby, reply me soon please... and see you tmr baby. i pray things will get better. i really do. i love you joey.

when i meant for baby to be my girlfriend. i'm not asking for commitment. im asking for extra security. thats all... dont be mistaken, i just wanted to have the feeling of loving you more.