Wednesday, June 27, 2012

determination

yea i know i gotta recover first before i can do anything. but i know my situation very well. i aint recovering fast enough. these are injuries that are being built up over the years. its hard to heal. so i guess the only way to deal with it is to carry on with it? i don't know. i won't cry or complain bout it anymore. i guess? its like smth i have to live with for at least a few years or so?

its about the desire, and not the limitations. i guess its true. take our relationship for example. i wanna be with you, so im willing to give up a lot of things. guess the same rule applies here, if i want it i gotta go for it and leave some things behind. its the law of equivalent exchange. but im just scared the price is too high to pay :/ lol we shall see what happens in the future bah.

been thinking a lot, perhaps far too much recently. is it time to stop?

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