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before you even ask me that question today, i actually thought about it before. i wanted to grow old with you. have a family with you. have fun with you around the world until the day we die. but over time i realize these aint really the things you wanted. it no longer is what i wanted too. im influenced by you. since so, i rather we have fun and enjoy each others presence for as long as we love each other and can be together. i dont wish to to lose you. i will regret de. but im afraid someday you will leave me. thats why.