again

hey baby. i dont really care whoever sees this. i really love you. and it doesnt concerns me how many times i cried for you. i really thought i was numb from all thoose crying last week. i really thought i was. but today, after knowing u being pissed with me and stuff like that, the feeling ccame up to me again, i really am afraid of losing you. the next moment i tot bout it tears start to flow.it was then i knew my love for you was rooted there le. no matter how many times i cried, how many times im hurt, the love is still there. theres no way i could let you go. i dunno what that means... but it just means you mean a lot to me. these few weeks its either u are being pissed with me or i was being too emotional. none of the days was perfect. it hurts. to know this is happening. i really do wish this june holidays things will get better. i really hope so. because again, i really wanna go far with you. i know im a dumb person, i couldnt tell how u feel at times, and times when i dont understand you, but baby, there are times when we really dont understand each other, i just pray that you will understand that and then we will have greater days ahead. and the only thing i wish for, is to see you smile and laugh, just like the first time we went out together.