crying crying crying.. havent been stopping at all this entire week. i know u have ur responsibilities... just didnt expect u rather give me up to go on better relationships with them... i just dont know what to say. i know there are other ways, but saying it wont be of any use. because u chose it and u already decided. i can only respect it, and leave myself behind again. and again. and again... one day i really might get tired of chasing you... and fall eventually. if that day comes... it will be the day u decided to fully give up already

hope this sacrifice will bring about some good news. if not...i simply have no more words to say. i might turn soulless anyway. see how things develop bah. nights baby.