insane? yes i am

i'm taking this final step. final step to let you go. really go. i cannot stand having you talking mushy stuff and all those nonsense anymore. i cannot face it. so i decided to take this last step. its stupid. because deep inside me its hurting so badly to say all those words to you. but i guess its not a choice. i had to. its either i say and let you go off completely, or i am stuck in that small hole inside ur heart. waiting for you to dig it out. decided its better if u just hate me and leave me completely alone. maybe it will be better for both parties. haiz... regret? maybe maybe not. i chose this path. shall walk this path myself. without your company anymore. good bye forever i guess. i'm giving u up, because i think u will be much much much happier without me in ur life. jsut like sherilynn. so yea. go bah. i will just be a senior in ur vball team. thats all