17days passed

17 days pass. 17 freaking days i never had a good night at all. 17 days i never slept for more than 3 hours. 17 days i had been losing focus, losing myself and losing what i set out for... something is wrong with me. i better fix myself soon.

so i forced myself awake, forced myself to do this and that. and the only thing i couldnt force myself to is to do hmwk. LOL totally no motivation at all. realize dreams of going prom tgr and everything all gone. it just dawn on me that u have left me. really left me. so i opened my eyes. but not sure which path to take anymore. i have no idea where to go...

chanced upon this video when i was browsing thru youtube. lol. the first time u been to my place and we were replaying this non stop LOL. epic moments.

decided. every month the 20th... will do smth to remind myself of smth. lol