cruel truth

things feel like the past. i will help u with hmwk, give you ideas, help you print the assignments. but the sad and hard truth is. gary, it aint the same anymore... stop dreaming already bah... haha i guess. so i shall just stay in my living room to do my chem. staring at my phone, and wondering if there will be a time when u will ever call me like the past. i guess its just my willful thinking. gary, you have been thinking too much already. i guess. didnt expect... i will still tear at this stage

heartbeat... really been beating all these while

good night bah... :)