morning

waking up early in the morning at 6.30, i didnt know what i should do. im scared. scared to go over to your place, im scared, of being lonely. i don't even know where to go to. how are you feeling now? i hope u aren't mad at me still my dear. i dunno why all these happen all of a sudden. and stuff. yea of course im damn sad i couldnt go over to your place duh.. lol. but guess u really dont wish to see me. i dont have a choice do i? lol. oh well. hope things will get better bah! :) love you dear, really really love you a lot. hope to see you soon baby. :)